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-My name is Savannah
-I'm 20 years old
- I grew up in Texas
- Current weight: 175 (12/8/13)
-My Life
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Progress Photos
*I do not own anything on this blog unless otherwise stated*

I weighed myself this morning and it was 175. So, I’m 2 pounds away from where I was when I moved back down to texas. My goal this week: to reach 173 

So yesterday was our Halloween party at work -_-
I did eat some of the candy, and I don’t feel bad about it because I didn’t binge on it. AND, I went to the gym after work. First time in a long time! I only did cardio, the elliptical for 35 minutes. I did a five minute warm up and then I did 2 minutes on resistance 6 followed by 1 minutes resistance 10 for the rest of the time…other than my five minute cool down. It wasn’t much but everybody has to start somewhere right?

Today I’ve been at school, then I’ll go to work, and then I’ll go to the gym. I’ve eaten two pieces of whole wheat toast with peanut butter, an orange, turkey and cucumber. It doesn’t sound like much but I promise I’m eating enough :)
I’ll be going to the gym again today after work, and ill do cardio and squats. I really want a nice booty!! Lol

beforeandafterfatlosspics:

kittycat-west 
Love making these! Gives me motivation to keep going, and hopefully can motivate others. This is my face comparison of me at my highest  +240lbs, and me as I continue my journey at 180lbs. yayyy!!! 

beforeandafterfatlosspics:

kittycat-west 

Love making these! Gives me motivation to keep going, and hopefully can motivate others. This is my face comparison of me at my highest  +240lbs, and me as I continue my journey at 180lbs. yayyy!!! 

My life has been far from pretty since April. I had gained weight but I was working on losing it, and I was back down to 173. My boyfriend and I were happy…for all of 2 weeks. After 2 weeks of dating we found out his ex was pregnant with his baby. I got depressed about life and started eating and we’ll needless to say gained it all back. We continued to date for about 3 months, then we broke up because I told him he needs to try and be with her, after all they were together for like 6 months. So he did, and I was miserable then too. Going on phases of not eating, binging, throwing up, running, pills, nothing good for me. I hurt my body badly and I blamed myself for everything that was happening to me.

Here we are today. Turns out he wasn’t happy with her, so he broke up with her and we are together again. But, I’m not sure if I’m a strong enough person to handle all of that drama. Has anybody ever been in this situation? Please help me. I’m trying, but it’s extremely hard. I just know that if I continue to focus on that then I’ll destroy myself. So, after yesterday morning, looking at myself in the mirror long and hard, I’m going to focus on me. I joined a gym yesterday, I’m making better eating decisions, I’m just going to be better. No more of this destroying myself over something I can’t change…we’ll I could walk a away, but I haven’t been able to yet. But it doesn’t mean I have to constantly think about it.
So, here’s to new beginnings. Finding myself, building myself up, and learning to save myself. New beginnings can happen anyday of the week, and mine starts right now.